Its 3 in the morning and I am all drenched with the splashes of my " Office Work" ,with only one- half of my health. The situation is critical and the problem intense ,with no foreseeable solution yet .
Nothing is clicking , and as I lit up a cigarette, I wonder what happened to that small kid ,who wanted to make it big and what happened to that highly ambitious youngster ,who was ready to push his limits. Was this pushing the limits ? Was this his "big" thing ? The questions will never end and satisfactory answers to them don't exist.
True, I work for one of the "Big-Four" companies of the world , but did I make it big. I feel sad for that little kid who kept strolling around with a bat in his hand ,practicing his shots here and there , missing coaching classes ,just to do what he loved and always dreamed of accomplishing . The feeling of not doing what you always wanted to do is highly taxing . We all have dreams . But how many us are living it or have even managed to keep it alive . Its a pity that we are so succumbed by the practicality of life that we give up our "dreams" ,just because it would be the "Right" thing to do .No risks ,no happiness either .
Its not easy and I am no indifferent. As I write this post staring in the mirror. I could barely look at myself. The breathing in my chest pushing in and out rapidly. Tears rushing down my face. I was a grown man, or at least I was supposed to be. Fifty hours a week to a job that is slowly, inch by inch, sucking the life out of me.Its not where I am supposed to be . Its a classic case of the "wrong guy being at the wrong place ".
You block your dream when you allow your fear to grow bigger than your faith. Follow The Dream. My inner conscience keeps shouting . Its time I listen to it . No promises ,but at least make a step forward .Its said ,at some point your dream will mean so much to you that you will stop at nothing. When the dream overtakes you, no matter what your fears are you will not allow it to stop you. You will stare your fears in the face. You will become a courageous person. The pursuit of a dream will give you experiences you never thought possible.
Doing what you love and living your life on your own terms are the best things you can do for yourself.Think big , you can make it big . Make your life worth . Give your dreams a shot . Give that kid in you a chance , the kid who knew no fear and logic .
You can be the greatest
You can be the best
You can be the King Kong banging on your chest
You can beat the world
You can beat the war
You can talk to God, go banging on his door
You can throw your hands up
You can beat the clock (yeah)
You can move a mountain
You can break rocks
You can be a master
Don't wait for luck
Dedicate yourself and you gon' find yourself
Standing in the hall of fame (yeah)
And the world's gonna know your name (yeah)
'Cause you burn with the brightest flame (yeah)
And the world's gonna know your name (yeah)
And you'll be on the walls of the hall of fame
You can go the distance
You can run the mile
You can walk straight through hell with a smile
You can be the hero
You can get the gold
Breaking all the records they thought never could be broke
Yeah, do it for your people
Do it for your pride
How are you ever gonna know if you never even try?
Do it for your country
Do it for your name
'Cause there's gonna be a day...
When you're standing in the hall of fame (yeah)
And the world's gonna know your name (yeah)
'Cause you burn with the brightest flame (yeah)
And the world's gonna know your name (yeah)
And you'll be on the walls of the hall of fame
(Hall Of Fame -The Script ).
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