WHAT I WANT FROM LIFE !!!!!

I usually wonder why all kind of thoughts cloud up on our mind mostly during the night hours..Does our emo-level increase as the day progresses and we finally give in to our thoughts or is it something else..actually i don't care..

As I sit in the balcony of my deserted and lonely apartment embracing and enjoying the pleasures of the cool night breeze,the silver moonlight and the warmth of my cinnamon cigar ,wondering how to bide my time alone ,a feeling struck me ...hmm...i should rather say a question struck upon me.A question which i think i had the answer to,but never put any thought on it. The question which nearly everyone has "WHAT ONE WANTS FROM THEIR LIFE"..

I think about this often, but I’d hadn’t taken the time to compose an answer to this . So I did.




I want a life of experiences, and delicious, spicy curries, and chocolate cake. Of simple, comfortable fabrics to wear, of clean air and sunlight. Of fresh drinking water. For everyone.

I want a life of giving and receiving, of working hard and playing fiercely, a life of vulnerability and openness and naked risk.

I want a life where mistakes are lessons, not regrets. Where details are remembered only to the extent that they make someone feel treasured, and then they are forgotten, so that we can see the big, beautiful picture together.

I want a life of children, of partnership and karmically-connected soul mates, of imperfection, mutual adoration and consistent effort. A life of honesty and shame and recovery in each others’ arms.


I want a life of laughter, of giggles and hearty howls. Of happy, full tears streaming down the faces of loved ones, liked ones, unknown ones.

I want a life where my inbox automatically, magically unsubscribes and deletes me from any newsletter that I don’t need, where cell phone signals don’t drop in the middle of a tender, crucial conversation.

I want a life where little girls and little boys know it is not only normal, but necessary, to take really good care of themselves.

I want a life where overwhelm turns into abundance after 30 seconds of fretting.

I want a life where all beings — human and animals — are treated kindly, with respect, honor and dignity. Without abuse, neglect and horror.

I want a life of compassion, creativity and more quiet.

Of consciousness.

Of heartache.

Of humanity.

Of bliss.

Of beauty.

I want a life that is ALIVE.