LOVE STORY-PART II

Disclaimer: The incidents or events mentioned in the blog are purely fictional. Any resemblance to living or dead is purely coincidental....

The shock of those 5 minutes had rocked my world (big Jackson fan).My weak sentimental part wanted to moan but the cerebral juices (the logical ones, I don’t care what they are!!!) prevailed to stop that momentous urge. Somehow the school hours passed. Traumatized by the events of the day I walked my way home. I gobbled my lunch and went to sleep. Three hours of sleep but the inner me was still heavy. Pure "Devdas" waali feeling thi!!!(Told you big Bollywood fan).To make the Devdas in me more realistic I decide to drink (complan nahi, daaru-desi, and suttas were complimentary!!).The heinous taste added to my internal pains (because after the heart now even the stomach was on fire).Somehow managing to reach my home, I slept and night just passed away....

Next morning she was all happy and gay (not the other way round) and I was quiet and distraught..

She saw through my silence.

"Kya hua”, her voice reached my eardrums but my brain didn’t respond!!!!

"Kya hua hai!!! Plz tell me".

"kuch nai", replied the lost me. It was hard to emotify the excruciating pain I was going through. Trust me, loving a very close friend can be a very humdrum affair. I needed time to make myself what i really wanted. I could not lose her friendship (she was my best friend!!!, the closest who will ever be to me)..

I decide to shut the doors of love .Promised myself, never to speak a word (It took a year and a half to break this promise).Final exams came. She passed, I passed....and the story continues .....

There is something I've been meaning to say.

I can't stop thinking about you everyday.

I have feelings for you I can't explain.

I feel that I have fallen again.

You're on my mind day and night.

Being with you feels so right.

When I'm with you I feel so great.

Meeting you I feel was fate.

I love looking deep into your eyes.

I trust you and know you don't tell me lies.

Talking to you has taught me a lot.

You've helped me cherish what I've got.

There's a lock on my heart, you hold the key.

I love how sweet you are to me.

Words can't describe how I feel about you.

I wish there was someway that you knew.